在干嘛

好久好久没写了........功课太多，都忘了
我觉得进了中六，凡事都懂了点点，经济啊，生意，政治，甚至感情我都学了点点，
说真的，当我十八岁了，我以为我还可以做一位不知天高地厚的小子
原来不可以>.<我必须认真，成熟，我有在努力了^^
现在只想考好试，别的就别烦我吧.........
有时我想抛弃功课，一开始学压力还好，慢慢地，越来越多要读要记>.<
就很累了，有时不懂怎么办，还想哭出来^^
不过，我知道一切都会好起来^^只要继续努力，先苦后甜嘛........
最近发现一样东西^^冲凉原来不止可以干净
也可以冲醒自己^^只要我做功课做到累了，我就会去冲个凉，就会清醒
开着花洒，大大力地冲自己的头.......然后静静的几分钟，会很舒服......
我以前还很讨厌冲凉^^很麻烦....
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一早起身，有几次不想去学校，（可以就好）
在课上，真的要很专心>.<不然就什么都学不到，
不过很开心有几个好老师^^最敬仰的pn tan，她教会了我好多好多
无论功课还是课外，她都爱直话直说，我就是喜欢这样的人
不喜欢口是心非，自私自利的人......
今天她叫我们多说英文^^
lets start english now ^^......
actually.....my english very poor==
i think mayb at singapore,children aso can speak well thn me ....
teacher is right.....we nid to improve our english.....now is nt too late ^^
she suggest we find a english educate bf or gf^^ haha.....tht nt fair..
chinese educate aso can speak well la ^^......nt me la >.<
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tis few day very free bcz my muet teacher, pp teacher are nt here...........
normally^^ wat student will do if teacher are nt here? gossip lo ^^
i nt like gosip actually =.= just like aunty at market ther....
but sumtime gossip aso can noe many thing ^^ .....this is malaysian style.....like to gossip....
anyway i stil nt reli like gossip....
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erm.......i think i wan try sumthing new in my life....
everytime my parent try to protect me .....nt let me ply tis nt let me try tht....
but im 18 now .....i think i should try it ....but nt drug tht kind of stuff.
like .....i want to ply drum....wan to learn locking......wan to learn more about cooking...
mother ........if u nt let me step out the 1st step.........when i cant walk ?
i wan to drive to sunway.......i noe is far ....im can take k myself ^^bcz i got my fren company me ^^y dun you just let me try once.......
aih......mayb tis day will fall ....im stil look like a boy for my mummy =.=
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i will try my best for everything now ^^for my life .....for my studies........n for my future ^^