心情

怎样形容好呢....就像满空的星星，多到窒息
像人山人海的one u，走到哪里都很难呼吸
在三岔路时，要选对路，是很难得
是看你怎样闯这条路，每条路都有未来，有的黑暗，有的明亮
很开心因为有个朋友正往她的人生目标发展，希望她能成功
我呢....走着的，不知道前面是什么，也还没有心理准备去面对，
很怕是黑暗的，那时候我应该怎么做呢.....
以前，我的电话从不离手，因为我觉得交多点朋友是好事，
现在忙了，电话也很少在我手出现，朋友也很少见面了
有时我会觉得，宠物真的能派上用场，可是我也不是很喜欢狗之类的，没有喜欢的...
那只有家人能陪了，人家说，情侣朋友能选，家人就不能选了，所以就算有几坏的父母，
我们也应该包容，做个适当的决定.....
笑容究竟是掩饰品，还是真心情？我也不清楚.....
我.....好像不见了，这段时间都在想，我到底是什么样的人
真的需要一个像我老师的朋友（直肠直肚）我不爱想听废话多多
只想听重点.....
我啊.....慢慢的...好像不见了.....变得怎样了呢....
这些心声，可能就流出去，也不会回来了....
我想....我会回来的.....

过去的

过去的只能回味吧，
今天一早，还是如往常很早就醒了，以前的话，我一定是在玩电脑
现在......弟弟“继承”了我，他每天都玩不停，就像以前的我
无论被骂还是发生什么事，都是只会玩......看到他我就想到以前我
不想他也那样，骂他也不听......可能这只是过程，到了我这年纪才知错吧
哈哈！！好像领悟到什么似的.....傻了
过后我们一家就去公园运动打羽球，也忘了几时，我们每个礼拜都一家人一起运动
过了很久了，现在才有时间，聚在一起运动，原来我们生活都变了.....
哥哥做工了，现在的我都在忙功课，以前我哪里会做功课的，睬他都傻
弟弟也会玩电脑，都没那么好动了，爸妈工作也忙了....那么老了，真想赶快出来做工
以前啊，都会运动到很久，过后妈妈就会在窗口喊我们回家.....
哈哈！！想到以前就好笑......过后我们没带水，就会喊妈妈丢下来咯^^
今天也是那样，蛮好玩的......休息了下就去吃早餐咯.....
现在有车了，有时间都到处飞啦......
我最近又做回宅男了，唉......不懂怎么，就不想出街吧！！
也没什么吧，很压力吧！！不过相信会好的.....
就来放假了，可是功课多到walao！！
也不懂会怎么过，哈哈....顺其自然吧
很饿了^^找东西吃了

reli tired ~~~~

actually .....sumthing happen......
thn......i try to use homework to....divert my attention to nt think about it ..
i think .....tis few day...i reach my limit...i nid a rest ....
aih......everyday is just a boring life.....
except hw .......aso is hw .........
i try to relax now .....^^
if nt ....mayb i will explode >.< haha.....
nth i can do now .....mood less.....boring.......whn onli my life will more colourful ?? after my study ?? whn i working ????aih,,,,....

14 august~~

tired tired tired ......................
form 6 life reli tired ......
if nt hardworking....reli cant handle...
tis few day ...my fren is planing stop form 6 >.<
aih.....altough im sad....but ....i think i should let her chase her dream...
she said form 6 r reli stress......tht true...i aso feel..stress>.<
if u lazy for just short period.....u will fall behind so many .....
erm....wish her can do better at outside ^^

relax^^

yeah ^^ finally finish my 1st exam ...
but i think i cant get a high mark.....bcz it is reli tough
actually ......tis exam just include one or 2 bab onli ...
i aso feel very hard.......wat will happen when the exam include all bab>.<
omg.....i cant imagine tht.......die >~<
but i will try my best ^^
now........let go to saw a movie 1st^^ with my fren ^^
bye!!~~~

missing sumthing?

tis few day .......my mood was bad......
dunno y .....feel so tired......mayb i very late slept tis few day
feel so stress on my homework......so tough n hard to understand
until now ....i onli noe y senior say form6 nid to pay more work on it ....
ah......i stil duno y 10 subjek in spm is easier thn stpm tht onli 5 subjek..
aih.....i think i reli nid some help....
n my life was so boring.......b4 tht my form 5 life was better...
now.....everyday i wake up at 6 am....thn preparing....go to school.
thn concentrate in my class......if at form5 i denfinitely fall slept ...
duno y i can tahan^^ thn.....go home ...slept ...thn wake up eat dinner....thn do homework .....thn slept .......wat the fuck....so boring activities.....
ah......somebody help me a .......
now ....slept lol=.=gudnite

cold sunday......

actually .....i dun like sunday .....
but ^^ today is a family day.....so...i dun like hanging out today ^^
bcz....hv u think b4 ...did u spend ur time with ur parent b4 ?
talking with thm ?.....hv a meal with thm ?.....asking thm how their work ?
everybody noe tht.....family is very very important.......
u should protect every member of your family...like they protect u
they teaching u .....gv u everything u nid........
so?!!! wat did u do on sunday ?^^
today ^^ weather are so cold ...look like wan rain soon...
i like tis weather ^^ cold cold ...a good sleeping time ^^ haha
morning .....mummy go market to buy ingredient for dinner ^^
i go market b4 with my mummy ^^ ther was so many ppl ....mayb u can eat touhu tim ^^
haha.....but ..dun do it ^^
ask urself...did u go market with ur mummy ? ^^ did u noe very tired when walking n argue with these seller? haha....gv urself a chance ^^ try to do tht...
after tht ^^ i hv a breakfas with my family ^^ just a mee....but very happy...
after tht ^^ i wan chase drama with my mummy .....we r drama fans ..haha
but sometime i very busy with homework...cannot accompany her ...
we saw drama about 6 -7hour,nonstop.....wa scary ^^
after tht i go to ply football^^i try to plan one week minimun nid to exercise one time ...b4 tht im sunshine boy leh^^
haha^^ long time no exercise oledi >.nex year i will going gym every week ^^ train my body ...thn i will nt look so weak la ^^n i got no idea y most of the girl dun like exercise?
tht is gud for health wor ^^ plz think think tht......
mayb girl got their hardship la ^^i wish can find a girlfren who is sporting la ^^