在干嘛

好久好久没写了........功课太多，都忘了
我觉得进了中六，凡事都懂了点点，经济啊，生意，政治，甚至感情我都学了点点，
说真的，当我十八岁了，我以为我还可以做一位不知天高地厚的小子
原来不可以>.<我必须认真，成熟，我有在努力了^^
现在只想考好试，别的就别烦我吧.........
有时我想抛弃功课，一开始学压力还好，慢慢地，越来越多要读要记>.<
就很累了，有时不懂怎么办，还想哭出来^^
不过，我知道一切都会好起来^^只要继续努力，先苦后甜嘛........
最近发现一样东西^^冲凉原来不止可以干净
也可以冲醒自己^^只要我做功课做到累了，我就会去冲个凉，就会清醒
开着花洒，大大力地冲自己的头.......然后静静的几分钟，会很舒服......
我以前还很讨厌冲凉^^很麻烦....
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一早起身，有几次不想去学校，（可以就好）
在课上，真的要很专心>.<不然就什么都学不到，
不过很开心有几个好老师^^最敬仰的pn tan，她教会了我好多好多
无论功课还是课外，她都爱直话直说，我就是喜欢这样的人
不喜欢口是心非，自私自利的人......
今天她叫我们多说英文^^
lets start english now ^^......
actually.....my english very poor==
i think mayb at singapore,children aso can speak well thn me ....
teacher is right.....we nid to improve our english.....now is nt too late ^^
she suggest we find a english educate bf or gf^^ haha.....tht nt fair..
chinese educate aso can speak well la ^^......nt me la >.<
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tis few day very free bcz my muet teacher, pp teacher are nt here...........
normally^^ wat student will do if teacher are nt here? gossip lo ^^
i nt like gosip actually =.= just like aunty at market ther....
but sumtime gossip aso can noe many thing ^^ .....this is malaysian style.....like to gossip....
anyway i stil nt reli like gossip....
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erm.......i think i wan try sumthing new in my life....
everytime my parent try to protect me .....nt let me ply tis nt let me try tht....
but im 18 now .....i think i should try it ....but nt drug tht kind of stuff.
like .....i want to ply drum....wan to learn locking......wan to learn more about cooking...
mother ........if u nt let me step out the 1st step.........when i cant walk ?
i wan to drive to sunway.......i noe is far ....im can take k myself ^^bcz i got my fren company me ^^y dun you just let me try once.......
aih......mayb tis day will fall ....im stil look like a boy for my mummy =.=
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i will try my best for everything now ^^for my life .....for my studies........n for my future ^^

心情

怎样形容好呢....就像满空的星星，多到窒息
像人山人海的one u，走到哪里都很难呼吸
在三岔路时，要选对路，是很难得
是看你怎样闯这条路，每条路都有未来，有的黑暗，有的明亮
很开心因为有个朋友正往她的人生目标发展，希望她能成功
我呢....走着的，不知道前面是什么，也还没有心理准备去面对，
很怕是黑暗的，那时候我应该怎么做呢.....
以前，我的电话从不离手，因为我觉得交多点朋友是好事，
现在忙了，电话也很少在我手出现，朋友也很少见面了
有时我会觉得，宠物真的能派上用场，可是我也不是很喜欢狗之类的，没有喜欢的...
那只有家人能陪了，人家说，情侣朋友能选，家人就不能选了，所以就算有几坏的父母，
我们也应该包容，做个适当的决定.....
笑容究竟是掩饰品，还是真心情？我也不清楚.....
我.....好像不见了，这段时间都在想，我到底是什么样的人
真的需要一个像我老师的朋友（直肠直肚）我不爱想听废话多多
只想听重点.....
我啊.....慢慢的...好像不见了.....变得怎样了呢....
这些心声，可能就流出去，也不会回来了....
我想....我会回来的.....

过去的

过去的只能回味吧，
今天一早，还是如往常很早就醒了，以前的话，我一定是在玩电脑
现在......弟弟“继承”了我，他每天都玩不停，就像以前的我
无论被骂还是发生什么事，都是只会玩......看到他我就想到以前我
不想他也那样，骂他也不听......可能这只是过程，到了我这年纪才知错吧
哈哈！！好像领悟到什么似的.....傻了
过后我们一家就去公园运动打羽球，也忘了几时，我们每个礼拜都一家人一起运动
过了很久了，现在才有时间，聚在一起运动，原来我们生活都变了.....
哥哥做工了，现在的我都在忙功课，以前我哪里会做功课的，睬他都傻
弟弟也会玩电脑，都没那么好动了，爸妈工作也忙了....那么老了，真想赶快出来做工
以前啊，都会运动到很久，过后妈妈就会在窗口喊我们回家.....
哈哈！！想到以前就好笑......过后我们没带水，就会喊妈妈丢下来咯^^
今天也是那样，蛮好玩的......休息了下就去吃早餐咯.....
现在有车了，有时间都到处飞啦......
我最近又做回宅男了，唉......不懂怎么，就不想出街吧！！
也没什么吧，很压力吧！！不过相信会好的.....
就来放假了，可是功课多到walao！！
也不懂会怎么过，哈哈....顺其自然吧
很饿了^^找东西吃了

reli tired ~~~~

actually .....sumthing happen......
thn......i try to use homework to....divert my attention to nt think about it ..
i think .....tis few day...i reach my limit...i nid a rest ....
aih......everyday is just a boring life.....
except hw .......aso is hw .........
i try to relax now .....^^
if nt ....mayb i will explode >.< haha.....
nth i can do now .....mood less.....boring.......whn onli my life will more colourful ?? after my study ?? whn i working ????aih,,,,....

14 august~~

tired tired tired ......................
form 6 life reli tired ......
if nt hardworking....reli cant handle...
tis few day ...my fren is planing stop form 6 >.<
aih.....altough im sad....but ....i think i should let her chase her dream...
she said form 6 r reli stress......tht true...i aso feel..stress>.<
if u lazy for just short period.....u will fall behind so many .....
erm....wish her can do better at outside ^^

relax^^

yeah ^^ finally finish my 1st exam ...
but i think i cant get a high mark.....bcz it is reli tough
actually ......tis exam just include one or 2 bab onli ...
i aso feel very hard.......wat will happen when the exam include all bab>.<
omg.....i cant imagine tht.......die >~<
but i will try my best ^^
now........let go to saw a movie 1st^^ with my fren ^^
bye!!~~~

missing sumthing?

tis few day .......my mood was bad......
dunno y .....feel so tired......mayb i very late slept tis few day
feel so stress on my homework......so tough n hard to understand
until now ....i onli noe y senior say form6 nid to pay more work on it ....
ah......i stil duno y 10 subjek in spm is easier thn stpm tht onli 5 subjek..
aih.....i think i reli nid some help....
n my life was so boring.......b4 tht my form 5 life was better...
now.....everyday i wake up at 6 am....thn preparing....go to school.
thn concentrate in my class......if at form5 i denfinitely fall slept ...
duno y i can tahan^^ thn.....go home ...slept ...thn wake up eat dinner....thn do homework .....thn slept .......wat the fuck....so boring activities.....
ah......somebody help me a .......
now ....slept lol=.=gudnite